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Reaching For The Stars, Vol. 109

Chart Week: January 7, 1978
Song: “Don’t It Make My Brown Eyes Blue” – Crystal Gayle
Chart Position: #16, 22nd week on the chart. Peaked at #2 for three weeks in November/December 1977.

What is the first American Top 40 show I remember listening to? If you know me, you understand that I wish I could identify that broadcast to give it the appropriate commemorative post. My first vivid memories of hearing Casey’s voice for which I can clearly identify the year are from 1978. Mostly in the spring, after my parents separated for the first time, and my mom and I moved in with a friend of hers for a few months until we got our own apartment.

However, there are murkier memories from earlier that year in which I remember specific songs, but can’t be sure whether I recall hearing Casey introduce them on his program.

When I listened to this countdown there was a flood of recollections from this moment in my life. Specifically of a big snowstorm that hit southeast Missouri in January 1978, wiping out several days of school. Snow days are always awesome, but this time the Star Wars action figures that my parents got me for Christmas, which famously had to be shipped to kids all over the country weeks after the holiday, arrived the day before this bonus break. I remember sitting in my room playing with the most prized possessions I had owned to that point in my young life while we were stuck inside, the biggest hits of the day playing on the very cool, European clock radio my aunt and uncle had sent me from Germany.[1]

I’m guessing that storm came a little later in January than this countdown aired. So let’s say that sometime in the opening month of 1978 was the first time my brain registers me listening to Casey countdown the 40 hottest records in the country.

What entries sparked memories of that snowy month? Lynyrd Skynyrd’s “What’s Your Name,” “Sometimes When We Touch” by Dan Hill, “I Go Crazy” by Paul Davis, ELO’s “Turn to Stone,” “Just the Way You Are,” by Billy Joel, “We Are the Champions/We Will Rock You,” by Queen, and Styx’s “Come Sail Away.” I can hear them coming out of the speaker of that little radio as the sun reflecting off the piled up snow lit up my room. I can even feel the cold radiating off the window.

The tune that stuck out the most was Crystal Gayle’s biggest pop hit, “Don’t It Make My Brown Eyes Blue,” which spent three weeks at #2 in late 1977.[2] I think it registered the most because my dad loved it, and, under the tree for him on Christmas morning was a copy of Gayle’s We Must Believe In Magic album. I remember that LP vividly for two reasons. First was Gayle’s striking appearance. She was a dazzlingly attractive woman. I might have been just six, but I wasn’t too young to sneak peaks at her pictures on the album sleeve when my parents weren’t looking. I’m sure the photos were super wholesome, but it felt like I was getting away with something when I sat in the corner next to our record player and stared at them. Second, we had no country music in our house. Nothing even close. So, even as a wee youngster, I was surprised by the addition of an album by a “country star” to the family album collection.[3]

I think my dad, and tons of other people, liked it because it doesn’t sound country at all. It has a more jazzy, adult contemporary vibe. There’s just a hint of swing to it, as well, the gentlest cocktail hour nudge. Unlike Dolly Parton, who was at #5 this week with her delightful “Here You Come Again,” Gayle sang without any twang. “Don’t It Make My Brown Eyes Blue” certainly leans more towards cheesy, country club cotillion schmaltz than Hee Haw honky tonk.

That lack of true country character is remarkable because of Gayle’s geographic origins and sibling connection. She was born in Paintsville, KY, in the foothills of the Appalachian Mountains. You would expect her voice to drip of that hilly country, just like her oldest sister, Loretta Lynn. There was no mistaking where Lynn was from. On this song, at least, Gayle could just as easily have been from Southern California or New York as deep in the mining country of Kentucky. Some of that is explained by her family moving to Wabash, IN when she was four. Compared to rural Kentucky, Wabash was much more urban, which led to Gayle listening to all kinds of music other than country. And, apparently, softening her accent.

Casey referenced that biological link as he introduced “Don’t It Make My Brown Eyes Blue” this week. He noted that despite her reputation as one of THE queens of country music, Loretta Lynn had never had the kind of Top 40 success her baby sister was having. For years there were rumors the sisters didn’t get along because of professional jealousy. They both tried to quash that talk, but for some reason it came to define their relationship in the music press. You wonder if it started with relatively innocent comments like Casey’s. Or if it’s just because people suck.

Gayle would crack the pop top 20 a couple more times in the Seventies as a solo artist, then hit #7 with the Eddie Rabbit on the duet “You and I” in 1982. She was a monster in the Nashville world, though. She hit #1 a staggering 18 times on the country chart, with 16 other singles reaching the top 10. That’s a hall of fame career. I haven’t listened to any of those tracks, so I don’t know if she sounded more traditionally country on them, or if her voice always landed in that sweet range where no genre could entirely claim it.

I don’t love this song, but I don’t hate it, either. While lacking any regional identifiers, her voice is very nice. Gayle does an effective job portraying her sadness about a romance that is ending, but adds a subtle smokiness that should make her man want to come running back to her. Legend has it that it features the first studio take she recorded of “Don’t It Make My Brown Eyes Blue.” She took a couple more cracks at the tune, but the producer told her to stop, as her initial effort could not be topped. She doesn’t show off a huge range, but stays in a pocket where every note is perfect. To bad the rest of the track kind of stinks. But a pretty face and a pretty voice can go a long way. Especially when you are six. 6/10


  1. I’m not sure if this storm was connected to the Great Blizzard of 1978, which didn’t seem to hit Missouri. Some internet digging suggests that that winter was one of the snowiest in Missouri history, so it could have been any time in January/early February. Maybe it was this storm. I do remember we had to go to school twice on Saturday, for half days, to help make up the time we missed. I also found that the area we lived in got over two feet of snow in one storm a year later. I have absolutely no memory of that. Weird.  ↩

  2. It was stuck behind Debbie Boone’s “You Light Up My Life,” one of the biggest songs in chart history. Coincidentally “YLUML” it is also one of the worst songs in chart history.  ↩

  3. I received the Star Wars soundtrack album that Christmas, my first non-kid album. I was super bummed that it only contained the John Williams score to the movie and not Meko’s disco-flavored theme that had topped the Hot 100 that fall.  ↩

Friday Playlist

Still not back in a normal music groove yet, so today you get one of my occasional, fun, “let Spotify spit some random tunes out and make a playlist from them” deals.

“Spin The Bottle” – The Juliana Hatfield Three
What a great blast from the early Nineties.

“Needle” – Middle Kids
Even their “mediocre” songs from overlooked EPs sound great.

“Dance Of The Clairvoyants” – Pearl Jam
It was nearly five years ago we were excited about this PJ song. Who knew it, and the solid album it came from, were just precursors to their best music of the century in 2024.

“Safe European Home” – The Clash
My two, all-time favorite bands back-to-back? Spotify knows what’s up. Here The Only Band That Matters make fun of themselves for romanticizing Jamaica because of their love of reggae music only to have a very different experience on their first visit to the island.

“Unpretty” – TLC
When the best R&B group of their generation went indie rock…and it worked! I switched by CNN’s New Year’s show the other night and the TLC ladies were on, although they were being interviewed. I guess they had performed earlier in the night. Good for them! They were all bundled up so I couldn’t tell if Chilli is still as hot as I thought she was in 1992. I’m going to assume yes. This hit #1 in 1999.

“JackInABox” – Turin Brakes
One of my favorite songs from the mid-2000s when WOXY.com was my primary way of finding new music.

“South Side” – Moby
Remember when Mody ruled the world for about five minutes?

“Tightrope” – Janelle Monáe featuring Big Boi
KC homegirl in the house.

“(Can’t You) Trip Like I Do” – Filter and The Crystal Method
More late-Nineties, electronic goodness.

“Save It For Later” – The English Beat
One of the greatest songs of the Eighties.

Stats

As usual for the first post of the New Year, here are the artists I listened to most over the past 365, errr, 366 days. As you might expect, when Pearl Jam puts out a new album that is really good and also perform in Indy, they end up dominating.

  • Pearl Jam – 725
  • Middle Kids – 274
  • The War on Drugs – 197
  • Jack White – 188
  • Wild Pink – 170
  • Hurray For The Riff Raff – 153
  • Waxahatchee – 148
  • Crowded House – 131
  • Japandroids – 124
  • Spoon – 123

And now the all time numbers. Pearl Jam took over the top spot in 2023. The built a comfortable cushion in 2024.

  • Pearl Jam – 4604
  • Frightened Rabbit – 3908
  • The War on Drugs – 3577
  • The Beatles – 2629
  • Ryan Adams – 2364
  • The Clash – 2038
  • Crowded House – 1800
  • Radiohead – 1696
  • Bruce Springsteen – 1565
  • Bing Crosby – 1348

Complete stats available on my last.fm page.

Favorite Songs of 2024

It’s taken a little longer than normal – I am almost certain this is the latest in the calendar year I’ve ever posted it – but at last I can reveal my 20 favorite songs of the year.

This year I’ve had the the least enthusiasm I can recall about the process.[1] Usually I’ll dive into the songs in mid-fall and slowly get obsessed with the list, or at least with certain songs on it. For a week or two these will be the only songs I listen to. I never caught that fever this year. The top 5–8 songs seemed locked in, in some order, but the rest just couldn’t get my juices flowing. At one point I thought about doing only a top 10, but eventually my interest revived enough to settle on 20 songs. Still, it feels like a year where there isn’t a ton of difference between songs 11 and 30-whatever.

I realize I’m not making the best pitch for you to devote time to reading my thoughts and reviewing these songs. I apologize and ensure you it will be worth your time. At least the listening part!

20 – “Glass” – Glom
I nearly bumped this song because it is freaking impossible to search for information on this band in general and song in particular. Every search engine wants to spit out lists of the greatest Glam bands of all time. Not what I was looking for. Fortunately for Glom, the song is so pretty and fun I couldn’t resist it.

19 – “Field Recordings” – Restorations
These guys show up every 4–6 years with another B+/A- album that carries the banner for great, listenable, straight-ahead rock music. They make the wait worth it each time.

18 – “In A Dream” – Trace Mountains
Maybe a little shared DNA between this track and a few The War on Drugs tracks that leverage an insistent, mechanical, Krautrock rhythm section to propel the song forward.

17 – “Blue Skies” – Finnoguns Wake
Every year-end list needs a certified ripper. Here is 2024’s.

16 – “Kiss Me (Kill Me)” – RINSE featuring Hatchie
If Hatchie puts out music, she makes the list. That’s one of the 157 rules that govern these annual collections. An interesting twist to this year’s entry, as she provides the vocals for her husband’s project.

In a year that had a ton of great fourth (fifth? sixth?) wave shoegaze songs, this one, which leans more dream pop than shoegaze, hit the hardest with me.

15 – “Philosophy” – Middle Kids
Hey, three straight Aussie acts!

As tends to happen these days, the two best songs of MK’s album Faith Crisis Pt 1 were released as advance singles in 2023 (“Highlands” was #6 on last year’s list). This was the highlight of the tracks that were new in ’24.

Also, I received a personal message from lead singer Hannah Joy as part of my Spotify Wrapped package for this year. Even though she didn’t address me by name, I know she recorded it just for me in appreciation for being an advocate for her band and one of their biggest listeners. So I’ve got that going for me. Which is nice.

14 – “The Howl” – Crowded House
The current CH lineup is 3/5 Kiwi, 1/5 Aussie, and 1/5 American. So our Down Under run continues. Kind of. What the heck is going on here?

Neil Finn’s music has gone adrift a bit over the last decade, at least to my fanboy ears. He still makes nice enough records, but they lack singles loaded with the perfect pop punch present in his greatest songs.

When he reconvened Crowded House for their latest album, he added his sons Liam and Elroy to the lineup on guitar and drums respectively. Liam wrote this track, and while the lyrics are a little more artsy and ambiguous than his dad’s – I’ve always thought Liam’s voice sounds like his dad’s but his music and lyrics land closer to his uncle Tim’s – he helps guide Pops back to the sonic pocket he spent so much of his career in.

13 – Slugger – SASAMI
SASAMI is one of the more interesting people making music these days, combining about as wide a range of influences as you can imagine, from Korean folk to singer-songwriter ballads to metal. Here she comes close to, but does not quite reach, Crying In The Club Songs By Robyn territory.

12 – “Tonight (Was A Long Time Ago)” – Jack White
One of THE musical highlights of 2024 was White’s surprise, No Name album. First given free to customers at his two stores who bought other albums, it was later made available to fans everywhere via a series of semi-cryptic clues online that lead to a free download site. A week later it landed on proper streaming services and in traditional record stores. White-heads like me spent a couple weeks blasting this return to the music that first made him famous: roaring, bluesy, raw, riffy-as-hell garage rock. It wasn’t a full recreation of the White Stripes sound, and Meg was not behind the drum kit, but it was pretty damn close.

11 – “Old Tape” – Lucius featuring Adam Granduciel
No official new music from The War on Drugs in 2024. And it may be some time before they get around to it, given their touring schedule for 2025.[2] Adam Granduciel did help out his pals Lucius with backing vocals and guitar on this lovely song about shutting down the voices of doubt in your head and forging ahead.

10 – “Superstar” – Hinds
Summer time. Car windows down. A pissed off driver, thanks to a crush revealing their true nature. A song comes on the radio and the driver starts singing along. They sing louder and louder. Soon they are shouting. Then the tears come. Now they are screaming. By the end of the song the driver is laughing, wiping the tears away, and realizing that despite hurt, they are better without that asshole in their lives.

9 – “Docket” – Blondshell featuring Bully
There are a million – million and one? – songs about music groupies. Not many of them have come from the perspective of a female artist. This one is more about the difficulty of keeping a relationship back home when you are a traveling musician than the random hookups on the road themselves.

Last year Bully made the list with help from Soccer Mommy. This year she lends guest vocals to a friend’s track, a true banger.

8 – “Sage” – Sun June
Via the Duck Assist AI tool on the Duck Duck Go search engine:

Burning sage, also known as smudging, is an ancient spiritual ritual that involves the burning of sage or other sacred herbs to purify a space, release negative energy, and promote healing.

We need a fuck-ton of sage in this country. And more songs as gorgeous as this one. The post-chorus/outro section is the most beautiful 90 seconds of music made this year.

This was the annual track that really grabbed me over the last two months and climbed from the bottom of the list to the top half.

7 – “Wildflowers” – Jim Nothing
Clean, pure, jangle pop that sounds like a warm spring day. You can draw a straight line from The Byrds to R.E.M. to this song. It made me about as happy as any song in the last quarter of the year, a period when I needed things to make me happy. Also, our second New Zealand act.

6 – “3 Sisters” – Waxahatchee
Katie Crutchfield has always had a presence. There’s a quality to her voice that defies pinning down and appeals to me despite its pronounced twang. On her latest album, Tiger’s Blood, she completed a transition that began with her last album. She sounds bigger, stronger, more confident than ever. She embraces her rural roots while keeping one toe firmly planted in the indie rock world. That comes across most clearly on a song like this, where the restraint she sings with makes her seem even more powerful than when she’s emoting with all her might. Tiger’s Blood was not my favorite album of the year (it was in the running,). But it likely was the best one I listened to all year.

Bonus points for the title. Not sure if any of my girls have heard this song, let alone enjoy it, but I like that it makes me think of them.

5 – “She’s Leaving You” – MJ Lenderman
Man, did the music critics love Lenderman’s album Manning Fireworks. It is at or near the top of every Best Of list I’ve read this month. I gave it a shot; it wasn’t for me. Too twangy and Appalachian for my tastes. This song, though? Incredible. Absolutely incredible.

BTW, Lenderman appeared on Waxahatchee’s album, and served as opening act for her tour.

4 – “Gift Horse” – IDLES
When I first heard this, especially the closing lines, I was pumped for another pointed, anti-establishment track from my favorite rabble rousing band of the moment. Then I read an interview with lead singer Joe Talbot in which he said it is about how grateful he is to be a father, how much he loves his daughter, and how he wanted to write “a beast of a tune” about her. That puts the final line in a total different context.

Fuck the King
He ain’t the King
She’s the King

Mission accomplished.

3 – “The Fences Of Stonehenge” – Wild Pink
John Ross has a gift for making hazy-yet-bright songs that hit me right in the core of what I love about music. Those big, layered, open chords on this track are pure magic.

2 – “Hawkmoon” – Hurray for the Riff Raff
A music critic at The Atlantic suggested that HFTRR’s album was the newest, great, American road trip album. That makes this the newest, great, American road trip song. A perfect, three-minute and forty-two second distillation of Alynda Segarra’s adventures as they navigated the artistic communities of New Orleans after running away from home in New York as a teen. This also contains my favorite lyric of the year:

I’m becoming the kind of girl they warned me about.

1 – “Wreckage” – Pearl Jam
Pearl Jam isn’t supposed to make new, great music anymore. Sure, they’ll put out a new album every 4–5–6 years that might include a couple decent songs. But those singles and the albums themselves generally fade from memory quickly. Their concerts are still incredible, but they had fallen into the Old Rock Band trap of being pulled in too many different directions and spending too little time together (and probably being too old) to create compelling new songs.

Until this year.

Producer Andrew Watt, who helped Eddie Vedder on his surprisingly great solo album two years ago, insisted the band record as they used to: in focused studio sessions playing live. Rather than spending months, or even years, making an album, Dark Matter was mostly assembled in a three-week stretch. The result was a tight, fierce, absolutely locked-in effort, their best album since at least 2006’s Pearl Jam, and possibly 1994’s Vitalogy.

This track was the clear standout. It does not compare, thematically, to some of PJ’s greatest songs. It’s about a relationship falling apart – standard old man rock stuff – rather than mentally ill homeless people, teens sent to mental hospitals against their will, school room suicides, serial killers, or how fame can overwhelm you. It is hopeful rather than hopeless. It is bright rather than dark. And the magnificent final 60 seconds? Maybe the most gorgeous 60 seconds in the entire PJ catalog. I listened to “Wreckage”” a million times this year and never got sick of it. For good reason it topped my Spotify Wrapped countdown. And this list.


  1. Somewhat similar to my lagging Christmas spirit. Maybe I need to look into those “booster” supplements Doug Flutie and Frank Thomas pimp on cable TV. “She’ll thank you, too!” Sorry, I know that’s gross. But still funny.  ↩
  2. They did drop another live album this year.  ↩

Friday Playlist, Part 2

For part two, the annual review of my favorite songs of the past 20 years. Remember there have been ties for #1 a few years, thus the extra tracks. Also don’t forget that these lists remain static once published. There are several songs I would replace with others if I re-evaluated their years today. Flags fly forever, and favorite songs of the year never die.

2004 – “Float On” – Modest Mouse
2005 – “Gone Missing” – Maximo Park
2006 – “Star Witness” – Neko Case
2007 – “Intervention” – Arcade Fire
2008 – “The Modern Leper” – Frightened Rabbit
2009 – “Whirring” – The Joy Formidable
2010 – “FootShooter” – Frightened Rabbit
2011 – “He Gets Me High” – Dum Dum Girls
2012 – “The House That Heaven Built” – Japandroids
2013 – “Holy” – Frightened Rabbit
2014 – “Red Eyes” – The War On Drugs
2015 – “California Nights” – Best Coast
2016 – “To Know You” – Wild Nothing
2017 – “Pain” / “Strangest Thing” – The War On Drugs
2018 – “Night Shift” – Lucy Dacus
2019 – “Weird Ways” – Strand of Oaks
2020 – “Can’t Do Much” – Waxahatchee
2021 – “Stacking Chairs” – Middle Kids
2022 – “the man himself” / “in the wake of your leave” – Gang of Youths
2023 – “The Window” – Ratboys

Friday Playlist, Part 1

As promised, two different playlists and two videos for the last Friday before Christmas.

We begin with the 11 songs that just missed making my Favorite Songs of 2024. That list isn’t completely done – I just moved a couple songs around before I started typing this – but the songs are locked in. Here are the remnants, presented in no particular order.

“If It’s Gone” – Good Looks
This band put out a great album and a terrific two-song EP. Pretty good year!

“Boombox” – Morgan Harper Jones
There is a slightly better song somewhat similar to this thematically that made my Favorite Songs list. No shame in landing between 21 and 31.

“Annihilation” – Wilco
One of my favorite Wilco songs in a decade or more.

“Come To The City (Live…Again)” – The War On Drugs
TWOD put out their second live album this year and were kind enough to include my favorite of their songs. There are better versions of this out there – the guitar in the third verse (“Rolling out for the one I love, and I been down by the sea…”) is too low – but this one is damn good.

“Room At The Top” – Eddie Vedder covering Tom Petty
Bad Monkey was a pretty good show. Having other artists cover Tom Petty for the soundtrack was a pretty good idea.

“The Last Words Of Sam Cooke” – Barry Adamson
What a concept to base a song on!

“No Good” – Christopher Owens
Wildest story about an artist’s life this year has to go to Owens. Look it up.

“Dead Plants” – better joy
Great song. And if it wasn’t sexist and I was 30 years younger, I would have a big crush on this band’s lead singer.

“Vanish” – Blueburst, Marty Wilson-Piper
OK, here’s where it started getting tough, so I guess these last three songs are numbers 21-23. Had I discovered this tune a little earlier in the year, it may have had enough steam to crack the top 20. Since the album actually came out in 2023, I guess that saves me some embarrassment.

“Mother Mary” – Late Bloomer
On January 19 I said this was the first song of 2024 to grab me and not let go. However, another song I shared a week earlier ended up sticking with me longer. You’ll read about it next week. I’m not 100% convinced this shouldn’t be in the top 20 with it.

“Favourite” – Fontaines D.C.
Man, was it tough to leave this one off the list. FDC changed their sound for the latest album. I didn’t always love it, but others did, as it has landed high on most Best Of lists. This song, though, I was perfectly fine with.

“I Would Die 4 U” – Prince & The Revolution
We end the greatest year in pop music history with another huge debut by the biggest artist of the year. In just its second week in the Hot 100, the latest Prince single was already at #32. This would become Prince’s fourth top 10 single from the Purple Rain soundtrack, but would stall out at #8 for a single week in February.

“Do They Know It’s Christmas” – Band Aid
It’s always a big deal in Britain what song is #1 at Christmas. Artists craft songs with that goal in mind and time their release to give them the best chance of achieving it.

Last week I watched a terrific new documentary about the making of “Do They Know It’s Christmas.” In it George Michael mentions how he had just recorded his own Christmas song, which he had expected to be Wham’s fourth-straight UK #1. But he realizes at the Band Aid sessions that “DTKIC” would keep “Last Christmas” from being the Christmas #1 for 1984. He was correct, although “Last Christmas” was #1 for Christmas 1985 thanks to a second release. Forty years later, you can’t NOT hear both of them during the holiday season. Feed the world.

Reaching For The Stars, Vol. 108

Chart Week: December 13, 1980
Song: “(Just Like) Starting Over” – John Lennon
Chart Position: #4, 7th week on the chart. Peaked at #1 for five weeks across December and January.

This entry is less about a specific song than an extraordinary moment in American Top 40 history. And an opportunity for me to revisit a lost piece of writing from my past.

One December night in the mid–2000s, I sat down and quickly typed out what I think is one of the best things I’ve ever written. It was too personal to share, though, so I stashed it in whatever notes/journaling app I was using at the time. Since I was a serial app hopper back in the day – trying out whatever the newest, latest, interesting program Mac Geeks were yapping about – I eventually lost that draft as I failed to save it while jumping from App A to App B. I’ve tried to re-create it a few times, but never captured the tone or emotion of that initial effort.

That essay was about the night/week John Lennon died and how I imagined my mom reacted to his death.

My memories of that night, December 8, 1980, are vague. I had likely been watching the Monday Night Football game between the New England Patriots and Miami Dolphins earlier in the evening. I know my mom was working late so I would have been staying at a sitter’s house, and the sitter’s husband always had MNF on while he drank 182 beers. However, my mom had picked me up and we were home, with me likely in bed, by the time Howard Cosell made his famous announcement of Lennon’s passing.

I definitely remember being at the mall the night after the shooting and hearing Lennon’s music coming out of every store instead of the usual holiday racket. I recall the coverage on the news of people gathering in Central Park to mourn his death, which didn’t make sense to me. I knew who the Beatles were – my parents had their “Blue Album” which they listened to a ton when I was little – but likely didn’t understand who Lennon was until that week. Why were all these people so sad about a singer dying?[1]

I have fuzzy mental images of my mom being sad that week, but that may be more my brain making it up than based on reality. Besides, she was down a lot that fall and winter, so no particular night of sadness would seem unusual.

She was going through one of the most difficult stages of her life at the time. We moved to Kansas City in July and a few weeks later she and my dad finally decided to divorce after being separated off-and-on for most of the previous two years. Their marriage officially ended four days after Lennon was killed. She struggled to find a job in KC, working 10–12 hour shifts at a mall jewelry store while she sent out resumes hoping to re-launch her marketing career. She had a nine-year-old kid who was kind of a pain in the ass, mostly because he was getting into trouble at school a lot after the move. She was deeply in debt, some of it leftover from college and some that she and my dad had racked up trying to stay afloat in the difficult late–70s economy. My mom was generally an optimistic person, but when I think of her during this period, I see her worn out, depressed, and sleeping a lot.

In that lost composition from nearly 20 years ago, I tried to get into her head and understand what she may have been feeling after she learned of Lennon’s passing. She had all this other shit she was dealing with and then a man who wrote and sang some of her favorite songs of her teenage and young adult years was murdered in cold blood. For her, like so many others her age, any idealism left from her college years was likely destroyed for good that night. The world must have seemed very bleak to her. I think I went to some dark places in my essay, which probably was the reason I kept it to myself.

I never got the chance to ask my mom about that week in December 1980. She died in 1998 and I didn’t really fall in love with the Beatles until a few years later, when high speed internet and file sharing allowed me to dive deeply into their catalog. By then my own recollections of the week of Lennon’s death had faded so they were barely distinguishable amongst all the other 1980 nostalgia in my head.[2]

I wish I still had those drafted words. Maybe it is fitting, though, that they were deleted from the hard drive that held them and my memories of it are hazy and imperfect, much like my memories of the week John Lennon died.


Now to that piece of American Top 40 history. Lennon’s death forced a change to the show that had never been done before, nor since, as far as I can tell. Although he was killed on a Monday night, the program for the week of December 13 had already been recorded and was being pressed and shipped to radio stations.[3] Following the shooting, Casey Kasem recorded a brief tribute to Lennon, recalling his career, how his life fell apart in the Seventies, how he retreated from the public eye to be with his family, and how he had recently released a new album.[4] Casey ended with a message to both Yoko Ono and Sean Lennon. It is a powerful moment that closed a terrible week for music fans.

The addendum was rushed to radio stations and most inserted it into the countdown before the number four song that week, Lennon’s comeback hit, “(Just Like) Starting Over.”

(Here is another video that has both the original and revised introductions. It also adds some unnecessary music so I did not embed it.)


It is impossible for me to evaluate “(Just Like) Starting Over,” or the other two singles from the Double Fantasy album – “Woman” and “Watching the Wheels” – dispassionately. I’m pretty sure I rate them all one-to-three points higher than I would had Lennon not been shot and killed as/before they were played on the radio. They will forever be weighed down by the knowledge that Lennon was murdered just as he was about to top the pop charts again. They will always remind me of what my mom was going through, as well.

“(Just Like) Starting Over” was a wonderful way for John Lennon to re-introduce himself to the public. It had a light, throwback vibe that recalled the early rock songs he fell in love with and inspired him to start making his own music. Lennon admitted that he was trying to sound like Elvis or Roy Orbison on some of his vocals. The track is about recommitting to a relationship, just as he was doing to his fans who had waited patiently for new music from him. There’s nothing edgy or experimental about it like much of his late era Beatles work, nor confrontational and caustic like some of his Seventies records. I think that’s the point. He had just turned 40. He was happy and healthy. He was rejoining the world after hiding at home for five years. There was nothing wrong with making solid pop music that didn’t have a huge message beyond remembering how much you love the person you’ve chosen to spend your life with. 8/10


  1. Fast forward nearly 40 years and I finally understood based on my reaction when Prince and Scott Hutchison died.  ↩
  2. Big 1980 memories include: The Winter Olympics/Miracle on Ice, moving to Kansas City, George Brett’s summer chasing .400 and the Royals making the World Series, The Empire Strikes Back, a new school with new friends and enemies. I generally remember that year being a good one because I was kind of oblivious to the bad stuff my mom was going through.  ↩
  3. Casey got the weekly charts from Billboard before they were officially published. There was some serious lag between airplay/sales and when you heard a song on AT40.  ↩
  4. Casey left out the boozing, heroin, and infidelity in his description of Lennon’s “Lost Weekend.”  ↩

Friday Playlist

Doing things a little different the next couple weeks. Today I’m going to share some new, indie rock, Christmas-y tracks I’ve discovered this year. Next week will be a double playlist of both the songs that just missed my Favorite Songs of the Year list, and a review of the #1 songs of each year I’ve made those lists. Plus, bonus videos each week! You all have been very good this year and deserve a little something extra!

“A Little More Christmas” – Cheetah Cheetah Bison
Wonderful song.

“Kid On Christmas” – Madi Diaz
And so is this.

“Don’t Fuck With Christmas” – Bumblewasps
Always good advice.

“Driving Home for Christmas” – Middle Kids
It’s always a little weird to me when artists from the southern hemisphere sing about Christmas. I mean, this Chris Rea original has no mentions of snow or snowmen or any of that jazz, so it’s truly universal. But, still, messes with my head a little.

“December” – illuminati hotties covering Neck Deep
OK, not anywhere near a Christmas song. But the month is right. I had never heard the original before this morning. Neck Deep is a Welsh pop-punk band. I much prefer this version to theirs.

“The Belle of St. Mark” – Sheila E.
We are down to our last two AT40’s of 1984. No huge debuts in either week; technically any new songs would be ’85 hits anyway. So I’ll close out this series with two songs I love that were both from the same music “factory.” They were both the briefest of Top 40 hits right around the holidays, so I always think of this time of year when I hear them.

This week’s selection is my favorite Sheila E. song. Yes, I like this more than “The Glamorous Life.” Of course, like almost all of her music, it was written and produced by Prince. Who also played most of the instruments. Like you couldn’t guess that by hearing the album version a single time. This was the song’s first of three weeks at #34. This video is a terrific live performance.

“Last Christmas” – Wham!
Two of the most enduring modern, pop, Christmas songs ever recorded arrived during the Christmas season of 1984. Last week I read an article about this Wham classic. Here’s a little tidbit to blow your mind: Bing Crosby first recorded “White Christmas” in 1942. However, that original studio recording was damaged and Bing re-recorded it in 1947 (and then many other times). That 1947 version is the one we most often hear on the radio. So, in 1984, it was 37 years old. Which means we are farther away today from the recording of “Last Christmas” than “Last Christmas” was from the most commonly heard recording of “White Christmas.” Crazy, right?

I’ve never loved this song, but I admire its persistence in becoming an all time classic.

Friday Playlist

I’m behind my normal schedule, but my annual December shift in music has begun. More holiday music and reviewing my favorite songs of the year than listening to new tunes. Which means this is a last-minute collection, rushed a bit as I have to get a kid to an early appointment before school.

“Ceiling Fan” – Swapmeet
While not taking over the mainstream, I think 2024 will partially be remembered as the year this third (fourth? fifth?) wave of Shoegaze-influenced music played a huge role in what was popular in the alt-rock world. This Adelaide band’s lead singer’s name is Venus, which seems super appropriate.

“It’s PRINCIPLE!” – Mondo Cozmo
We’ve had plenty of songs that have weird capitalizations in their titles. This might be the first that has a mixture of them? When you listen to it, though, the stylization of the title makes total sense.

“Salt In Wound” – Soccer Mommy
Another trend this year has been the return of the mid-Nineties sound; the second-wave grunge era stuff that was a little more poppy than the first wave. Soccer Mommy made an entire album filled with great songs that fit exactly into that slot.

“Laid” – James
One of the music newsletters I subscribe to had a discussion of the band James this week. Perfect excuse to re-visit their only big hit in the US.

“Somebody To Shove” – Soul Asylum
And this week’s The Alternative Number Ones was this 1992 classic.

“Loverboy” – Billy Ocean
A really good week of new songs in the Top 40. I’ve already written about one of them in RFTS. Another I would love to write about when I hear the right countdown. So I’ll go with this, one of Ocean’s two number twos (to go with three number ones). It was kept out of the top spot by the #1 song of 1985. This is my favorite of his songs, and it sat at #40 in just its second week in the Hot 100. Wild video!

Reaching For The Stars, Vol. 107

Chart Week: December 6, 1976
Song: “More Than A Feeling” – Boston
Chart Position: #9, 12th week on the chart. Peaked at #5 the week of December 25.

A perfect song.

I could end this post there and it would be enough. Why waste your and my time cranking out a thousand or so words breaking down the how and why when that simple phrase sums it all up?

Because that’s not the point of this series, obviously. In a pinch, though, say if asked as an elevator door was closing why I love “More Than A Feeling,” those three words would suffice. I’m not alone; I came across the same statement more than once while reading up on this all-time classic.

We’ll get to the tune itself in a moment, but first I wanted to use this entry as a chance to dive into my history as a true music geek. Because Boston might have been the band that started me down that path.

I certainly knew of Boston as a kid, although unlike several other records on this week’s countdown, I don’t have clear memories of it from late 1976. I do recall visiting my grandparents a couple summers later and seeing my uncle’s Boston albums in his collection and thinking the spaceship motif on the covers were cool. I may have been around when he played their second album, Don’t Look Back, and surely I heard its title track on the radio. But, again, no concrete memories from the first era of the band.

Fast forward to the early Eighties, when I began to form my own musical preferences. There were constant rumors of a new Boston album. They came on Entertainment Tonight and in quick comments by radio DJs. I heard them often enough that I had this low-key excitement for an album that may or may not exist by a band I wasn’t actually sure if I liked or not.

In the fall of 1986 Boston finally returned from their eight-year sabbatical with the monster ballad “Amanda,” which topped the Billboard Hot 100 for two weeks. I quickly bought the Third Stage album and listened to it over-and-over. I also read band leader Tom Scholz’s super detailed liner notes over-and-over as I listened. In them he documented the arduous process that was the making of the album, including tales of tape so old it was nearly disintegrating and having to apply a restorative agent by hand in hopes of saving a song he had been working on for nearly a decade.

His notes piqued my interest. Soon I was digging through the Rolling Stone magazine archives at the library, pulling out articles about Boston from 1976, 1978, and any other year that they made news. I learned about Scholz’s unique background and the band’s incredible, out-of-nowhere rise to popularity ten years earlier. I bought and absorbed the first two Boston albums. Soon I was playing “More Than A Feeling,” “Peace Of Mind,” and “Don’t Look Back” along with the songs from Third Stage as often as current Top 40 tracks.

This was the first time I ever did this, discovering a band and working backwards through their history, both in consuming their music and exploring their biographical details. I would soon repeat the exercise with Van Halen, buying most of their back catalog later that same fall. Eventually I would do it with U2, The Clash, and others, falling in love with a band’s latest tunes and then exploring their older music while reading all I could about them.

In the Nineties, when I was both hearing bands as they burst onto the scene and logging onto the Internet for the first time, I was able to become an expert on groups that had only been releasing albums for a matter of months. Online music magazines, message boards, band websites, and weekly alternative papers kept me on the forefront of knowledge about the Gen X Alternative Rock Revolution.

This quirk has never faded, even as my music tastes changed.

Given my personality, surely I was destined to behave this way. But the credit, or blame depending how you look at it, for falling into my first musical rabbit hole goes to Boston.

Now, the music.

Tom Scholz was/is a legitimate musical genius. He has crafted almost every song Boston has ever made in home studios, spending hours meticulously assembling them by playing most of the instruments, sending those sounds through devices he invented to arrive at the tones he desired, and producing and mixing them to their final format. An engineer educated at MIT, music was a hobby to provide relief from his job at Polaroid. Beginning in the late Sixties, he spent nearly a decade toiling in his basement, shipping his demos to record labels, only to have each attempt ignored or rejected.

Finally, in 1976, his demo for “More Than A Feeling,” featuring vocalist Brad Delp, got a bite from Epic Records. Within a matter of months the duo had written, recorded, and released an album; formed a touring band; earned a slot as the opening act for Black Sabbath; and then headlined their own tour that featured a stop at Madison Square Garden. A crazy trajectory of success, especially in the pre-Internet age. For over 30 years, Boston was the biggest selling debut album of all-time, finally eclipsed by Guns N’ Roses’ Appetite For Destruction in 2008.

Scholz is a studio master, recording and re-recording tracks endlessly and then spending hours layering and editing them in order to get the perfect sound. Again, in the pre-digital age. Lining up multiple tracks was not the simple act of cutting/pasting that it is today. It was an intensive, manual process that sometimes involved razor blades and tape – literal cutting and pasting! – to get multiple sections lined up properly.

That was one criticism of Boston and the other arena-oriented acts of their time: the music was overproduced, refined to sound great on radio, losing some of their soul in the process. Which is fair. If not careful, you can strip away some of a song’s energy and sense of spontaneity when refining them.

Boston’s answer to this was the presence of Delp. I’m going out on a limb here and proclaiming him as the greatest singer in rock history. Notice I say singer, not frontman. At worst, he is in a three-way tie with Freddy Mercury and Chris Cornell. But the man did things with his voice even those two legends could not match. Go watch some of the music theory breakdowns of Boston’s music and pay special attention to Delp’s isolated vocals. He hit notes that seem impossible, especially in the analog era when what you sang was what you recorded was what you released. Delp’s otherworldly voice added back any soul that had been eroded by Scholz’s hours of studio tinkering.

Put Scholz’s musical and engineering skills together with Delp’s unrivaled vocals and add Sib Hashian’s mammoth, caveman drumming, and the result was a sound that recalled those spaceships on the covers of Boston’s albums.[1] It was massive, irresistible, and brilliant. The instruments were the horsepower, Delp’s voice the torque that launched you into the heavens.

And this was their first ever single! Again, it is flawless, from the slow fade-in to Scholz’s guitar tone[2] (and pick slides) to Delp’s pitch-perfect high notes to its arrangement to its universal theme of wistfully looking back at a moment from your past.

“Amanda” might have been their biggest record on the pop chart, but this is the track that stands above everything else Boston has ever produced. It is one of the great songs of its era, of its genre, and of all time. Close your eyes and slip away. 10/10

I’m not sure why the official video is time edited, so I’ll throw the whole song on as well.


  1. Delp and Hashian also had two of the all-time greatest white man Afros. Truly aspirational stuff.  ↩
  2. I would argue Scholz’s guitar sounds are the most perfect guitar sounds ever recorded. So pure and representative of all that rock guitar should be.  ↩
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