Tag: The War on Drugs

Ten Years Being Lost In The Dream

I love honoring musical anniversaries, mostly by dropping songs with birthdays into my Friday Playlists.

I missed a big one while we were on spring break, one that demands more than just a song in a playlist.

March 18 was the tenth anniversary of the War on Drugs’ Lost In The Dream.

It is an album that has been a huge part of my life since the day it was released. It is certainly one of my two favorite albums of this century,[1] and should comfortably slot into my top ten favorite albums of all time list the next time I revisit that collection.

Over the past week I’ve listened to Lost In The Dream, front-to-back, at least three times. Everything about it still holds up.

At the time, Lost In The Dream was TWOD’s commercial breakthrough, as much as you could say that in 2014. It took a band that generated a lot of positive critical buzz with their previous album, Slave Ambient, and put them onto the front page of every music website in existence at the time. They transitioned from small clubs to larger ones, and within a few years were selling out Madison Square Garden.

I’ve written many times about Lost In The Dream, so it’s not worth going deep into it again. It remains an almost perfectly sequenced album. Starting with the twitchy, unsettled “Under the Pressure,” and ending with “In Reverse,” one of the truly great final tracks ever made. In between are two massive, Springsteen-esque songs written to be played endlessly (“Red Eyes,” “Burning”), the massive tent pole song in the middle that supports the weight of the entire album (“An Ocean in Between the Waves”), and the two gentler tracks that counter “Ocean” (“Eyes to the Wind,” “Lost in the Dream”). “Suffering” and “Disappearing” are the only B/B+ tracks on the album, and even then they fit into the perfect slots, giving the listener a slight respite from the heaviness of the rest of the album.

Adam Granduciel labored with the record for over a year, going through a destructive breakup, experiencing a crisis of confidence over his musical path, and reaching the point of near mental breakdown because of crippling anxiety about his life along the way. Songs were worked, reworked, and then reworked again. Months of work was scrapped, then reclaimed at the last minute. The agita of the project became part of its legend. I doubt Granduciel would want to go through that journey again, but the result was a confirmation of his talent and ambition.

The War on Drugs has made two excellent albums since Lost In The Dream. 2017’s A Deeper Understanding explored similar themes, both musically and lyrically, with the benefits that came from being signed to a major label. I Don’t Live Here Anymore, released in 2021, took the band on a new path. The sounds weren’t all that different. But rather than focusing on drifting between emotions, locations, and relationships, it was about accepting that you can be happy even when all of that other stuff is still hard work. It was also an album where Granduciel pared back his modern guitar hero histrionics in favor of making a truly collaborative album that allowed each member of the band to shine.

Both of those albums are awesome and I still listen to them often. But neither can match Lost In The Dream for its emotional impact. Even if he is still making great music – and hopefully has much more ahead in his career – Lost In The Dream was the apotheosis of everything that Granduciel believes in musically.


  1. Frightened Rabbit’s The Midnight Organ Fight being the other.  ↩

“We’re all just walking through this darkness on our own.” – The War on Drugs Live


Last Wednesday night I went to my first concert in four-and-a-half years. Just as I did at that last show in December 2017, I went to see The War on Drugs. With S and the same friends we went to that Dec ’17 show with. This was a rather momentous night for me, though, as it was the first concert I’ve been to in Indy that was not in Broad Ripple.[1]

We saw TWOD at the TCU Amphitheater in White River State Park, right downtown, nestled in between Victory Field, the NCAA headquarters, and the Indianapolis Zoo.

It was a damn perfect night for a show. Storms blew through in the afternoon, took away the humidity, and dropped the temps into the upper 60s. There was a gorgeous sunset just after the show began, which peaked through the side of the stage.

And then there was a fucking fantastic show on the stage.

This is the third time I’ve seen TWOD. They get better every time.

This was a transcendent show, nearly flawless in every way. Adam Granduciel set a damn amplifier on fire, which should speak to the power of the performance.

The band roared through 17 songs that were almost perfectly selected and sequenced. I would have swapped two songs in order at the end of the main set, and maybe shuffled in one or two they didn’t play. But the band was so damn good I can’t make any true complaints.

Granduciel’s vocals did get lost in the mix at times. I believe they were too low to begin the show, and got bumped up for song two. But the rest of the night I think it was just that the band was so loud that the vocals still got overwhelmed. That’s not a terrible thing since he’s not the greatest singer in the world. But at times you were more aware he was making sounds with his mouth than really hearing what he was singing.

The highlight of the show, as I hinted at in the Friday Playlist a week ago, was “Come to the City.” The band doesn’t play many songs off of their first full-length album, Slave Ambient, I believe because those songs are difficult to translate to a live setting. I’ve heard a couple others off that album that have not sounded great. I’ve seen versions of “Come to the City” on YouTube that were good, but didn’t match the power of the album version.

But Wednesday night’s effort? It was incandescent. I think I had a big grin on my face for the entire five or so minutes they were playing it. If I had long hair, I think it would have been blowing back over my shoulders from Granduciel’s overwhelming guitar runs. It was one of the greatest songs I’ve ever seen live, and this is a band that routinely melts people’s faces with their music. When “Come to the City” ended, I looked at the people I was with and yelled, “THAT’S WHAT I CAME HERE FOR!”

As a huge fan that has analyzed nearly every second of the band’s last four albums, I noted how their performances have changed since I first saw them seven years ago. They still largely sound like the same band, if more locked-in and cohesive. Granduciel’s guitar is still the center of the show. But there weren’t any five minute solos, or songs that were stretched out to 20 minutes because of multiple solos like on their last tour. He still shreds, but he condenses his play and shares the spotlight more than he used to. Which makes the moments he does slay even better.

It was also awesome to see how songs they’ve been playing for nearly a decade now – all the big ones from Lost in the Dream for example – have been tightened up while also becoming even more massive. “Under the Pressure” has always been an ass-kicker; it was one of the true highlights of the December 2017 show. But I swear, it made people lose their minds and speak in tongues last week. It really should have closed the main set to allow people a few minutes to catch their breath and get their hearts back into rhythm.

The new songs translate well, too, especially their biggest hit, “I Don’t Live Here Anymore.” I wish they played “Change,” but they seem to have dropped it lately.

The only bummer of the night was “Eyes to the Wind” did not get played. It was listed on the official setlist as the first song for the encore, but I think there was a hard 11:00 sound curfew and they cut it to play “Thinking of a Place” and “Occasional Rain.” Those were both great, but “Eyes to the Wind” is one of those songs that grabs me in the soul every time I hear it.

One other thing I noticed is that Granduciel seems much more relaxed on stage, the band seemed to be having fun during songs, and the overall tone of the show was different than two years ago. Perhaps it is because the songs on I Don’t Live Here Anymore are more optimistic and uplifting than the songs on Lost in the Dream. Wednesday there was a real feeling of not just communion, but celebration in the air. I wouldn’t say the band was ever reticent or somber at their previous shows. They have just brightened up quite a bit.

Indianapolis TWOD fans are lucky. It seems like the city will always be on the band’s tour list thanks to their roots with Bloomington’s Secretly Canadian label. They’ve stopped here on three-straight tours, and played incredible shows each time. Hopefully this isn’t the last time I get to see them.

BTW, if you want to look back at what I wrote about the first two TWOD shows I’ve been to, here are links:

The War On Drugs, Indianapolis, 6–12–15
Wrapping Up (+ TWOD)


  1. I will be seeing my first-ever show at the bigger outdoor venue here this coming week.  ↩

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