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Back To School

It certainly felt like the first day of a spring semester when the clouds rolled in and the wind kicked up just as I was getting to campus yesterday. Ten years ago, such weather would have ensured that I didn’t go to class for four weeks. Things are different in the new millennium, however, and I persevered. Since I’ve done most of the research about grad school on my own, I’ve had no formal tours of campus, etc. Thus, outside of where my class was, I had little idea where to pick up a parking pass, get an ID photo taken, or where to buy books. So I spent a lot of time before class walking back and forth across campus trying to find the appropriate building for each need. Add in the traditional early semester long lines everywhere, and I didn’t get much accomplished.

Class went well. I was definitely the oldest person present, outside the professor, but there were a couple people who looked like they were closer to 26 than 18, so I didn’t look terribly out of place. There weren’t any gasps when I took out my ancient pen and notebook to take notes, rather than a shiny new laptop. In fact, class meets in a computer room so I had to remind myself what the Windows shortcuts were so I could navigate around. The workload for class looks reasonable. No tests, no final. Just regular quizzes, daily in-class assignments, and a final project. I talked to the professor after class and he said to get my graduate credit, he’ll just ask that I write longer pieces than the other students. Like that’s a problem for me. Our first assignment was to write an article, in third person, about ourselves so he had some background on each of us. I thought about just submitting my infamous “article” about an alleged incident at The Peanut a few years ago, but thought better and submitted something legit.

The biggest change I saw immediately was how computers have exploded in the academic world. When I ended my undergraduate career, most students still didn’t take advantage of school e-mail accounts, and you certainly couldn’t rely on e-mail to exchange information with your instructors. There are terminals all over campus with long lines of kids waiting to check their e-mail. There are systems for submitting your course work on-line. In fact, we’ll print nothing out for class. You’ll do everything on a computer and submit it via e-mail or the school system. I’m not surprised by any of this; I’ve certainly done almost all my work on-line during my professional career. I remember a woman pulling out a laptop in class in ’95, though, and everyone just staring at her while she typed her notes in. Was she from the future???

A couple other early observations:

IUPUI’s “Union” is actually in what appears to be an old dorm. And the main bookstore is a tiny facility in the basement of a different academic building. It was so packed I think the Fire Marshall would have shut it down if he walked through.

I killed some time by walking around the med school side of campus. I imagined seeing my wife there five years ago when she was still in med school. I’m sure she was running around, pinching people’s asses all the time.

When you’re 20, you hope there are a lot of hot girls in your classes. When you’re 33, you hope you can get a seat close to the front and the professor is good.

One of the mid-20s people in my class came to school in sweatpants. Not the cool sweatpants that are ok (I guess) for wearing in public. I’m talking about the old school, grey sweatpants with the elastic in each leg. Fortunately, they were sized appropriately so we weren’t getting entirely too much information from him on the first day of class.

 

New Chapter

I’ve got my book bag full of notebooks and pens. One of my new Christmas shirts laid out to wear today. And an apple for my professor. I’m off to school in a few hours to start the in-class portion of my efforts to get into grad school. I’m taking the basic editing and reporting class all undergrads who want to get into the J-school have to take, but as a grad student, so I’ll have some extra assignments to justify the grad credit, I suppose.

For the past few days, S. and I have been making jokes about what I should expect when I walk into class the first time. IUPUI does have a strong commuter school element, so there could be plenty of people in their early 30s both starting grad school and even working on the bachelor’s degrees in class. There are also going to be a lot of 18-19 year olds. My running joke has been that I’ll not wear my wedding ring in class and casually mention that I have enough cash to buy a cute classmate a coffee or bottled water. No need for a debit card here, I’ve been in the real world! Fortunately for me, S. thinks jokes like these are funny. I wondered about being the only parent in the class, then I remembered this is 2005 so having just one kid may put me in the minority. There’s bound to be at least one single mom with three kids, two jobs, and one big dream in class, isn’t there? If I become friendly with some smart-ass 19 year old guys who admire my KU gear, will they take to calling me Pops? Will the fact I read the syllabus and know when quizzes are turn me into the class savant? (True story, when I returned to school in ’95 after taking a year off, I took Italian. There were a ton of Fine Arts majors in the class – because of the use of Italian in classic music, I think – and most of them were freshmen just learning about college. There were two guys I loved, because they were stereotypical freshmen full of energy and enthusiasm, but not much work ethic. One day we had a quiz and one kid says, “WHOA! We have a quiz?!?!? How’d you know that???” I told him it was in the syllabus. “Oh, really?” I knew I’d come a long way when I was both going to class and reading the syllabus.)

Anyway, it should be fun and I’m excited to get things started. I’ll be spending some extra time on campus today to pay some bills, pick up books, etc. so I’ll be sharing news of my first day tonight, M. cooperating of course.

Whew

My “official” GRE scores arrived today. I got the highest score possible on my essays, which I thought I totally fucked up the day of the test. A huge relief, as that makes me feel better about my verbal score. I ended up in the 93rd percentile for verbal, 64th for math, and 97th for writing. Of course, since I thought I had done so poorly on the essays I refused the chance to send my scores for free to IUPUI and have to drop some money to do it now. Oh well, such is life.

Done

I survived the GRE, at least for now. I’m not exceptionally pleased with my performance, so I won’t get into it all that deeply. I did better than expected, significantly better in fact, on the math part. But I was guessing on many of the questions so that’s a fluke. I didn’t do nearly as well as I wanted on the verbal, which is really disappointing. I’m still above the 90th percentile, but my goal was the 97th so I’m a bit frustrated by that. Of the two essays, I really feel like I messed one of them up. Rumor has it they have only 2-3 minutes to devote to grading each essay, so hopefully the parts that are disjointed in that essay get lost in the skimming. I think I did well enough on the other. I’ll get my essay and official scores back in 2-3 weeks. I did some checking after I got back, and my score would get me into Missouri’s master’s program if I was a recent college grad with a 3.0, so I suppose I shouldn’t be so disappointed if my GRE score was good enough for Mizzou. Of course, I’m not a recent grad and I didn’t have a 3.0 as an undergrad either. Looks like I better take apples to class with me this spring!

I’m going to decompress the rest of the afternoon and will try to get back in the swing of things tomorrow. Hey, I’ve got a trip to KC to look forward to now!

 

Monday Morning

Some assorted thoughts as I prepare to start the final study push for the GRE.

I picked the right time to take the GRE. The last ten days have very much felt like finals week back in college. I did actually have a couple decent semesters as an undergrad, believe it or not. The semesters when I had gone to class consistently, began the month of December with an A or B in each class, and had a plan for studying were always kind of fun. I’m definitely a person that works best with a deadline looming in the near future. I always enjoyed knowing I had ten days to write three papers and study for four finals. I loved the days when I’d wake at 8:00 AM, study until noon, maybe go play some hoops for an hour to blow off some stress, come back and study for another six hours, eat dinner and hang out for awhile, then hit the books again until after midnight. I enjoyed being able to close the door to my room, load up the CD player, and not be bothered for hours because my roommates were all doing the exact same thing. Things are a little different now with a wife and kid, but there is a familiar feeling about all of this.

I took the “official” practice tests last Friday. The practice tests I had been taking before those were all paper-based. These were computer-based and supposed to adjust like the real test. The GRE is adaptive, so as you submit correct answers, the questions get progressively more difficult. When you miss an answer, you get an easier question. Because of that, no two GREs are alike, which is kind of strange. Anyway, I have a rather lofty goal on the verbal side and got exactly that goal score on both practice tests Friday. My math goal was originally less stellar, but with all the studying I’ve done, I now expect to get a higher score, regardless of whether that’s realistic or not. My math scores Friday were right in line with my original expectations. I’d like to do better, though. I talked to Mr. Beardslee Saturday and he said he would look forward to a blog entry Wednesday when I return from the testing center. I’ll post something quickly if I got good scores. If I didn’t do so hot, you may have to wait awhile!

BCS. I’ll talk more about this later in the week, but I’m so glad an undefeated team is getting screwed. In a perfect world, Auburn wins big in the Sugar Bowl so we have another split championship. I’ve got some harsh words for the idiots who vote in polls and didn’t see Cal play until this past week, too.

The baseball steroids story is another thing I’ll have to devote some time to. I’m quite torn on the issue. In general, I find steroids and other banned supplements to be bad. I wonder what the difference is, though, between banned substances and heavily regulated supplements that have been approved. Don’t they all help an athlete recover during his/her training sessions rather than provide a measurable on-the-field benefit? Why was Andro legal until 1999 but suddenly banned after? Safety concerns, right, not some sudden realization that it makes people like Mark McGuire hit the ball farther? Isn’t the only real difference between what’s allowed and what’s banned a long-term health issue rather than a benefit issue? I’ll have to think all this through and try to get something more lengthy put together.

I know it’s tough to fill 100,000 seats, and LA fans are notoriously front-running, but wasn’t it odd to see the crowd at the USC-UCLA game be probably 2/3 USC fans? It was a UCLA home game, right? Something tells me at least 1/2 of the people wearing maroon and yellow would have been wearing light blue and yellow if it was the Bruins who were 11-0 and not the Trojans. LA fan sucks.

I thought Tom Brokaw ended his run as NBC Nightly News anchor quite well. Tom has always been my favorite and it’s sad to see him go. I rarely watch the evening news as it is. I’m sure I’ll watch even less now. Tom was such a calming voice who always seemed to put things in the proper perspective. In an era where every TV personality is painted into an ideological corner whether they want to be or not, Tom was always firmly in the middle. It was obvious that he had political views. But he never had an agenda and never put his views in front of the news. He treated each politician and newsmaker with respect. He was always concerned equally with challenging accepted notions while respecting the traditions of the past. He never became the story as Dan Rather so often did. It will be interesting to see how the networks treat their news divisions over the next 5-10 years. Might NBC not just spin everything over to MSNBC and pick up coverage on the main network only in times of major news stories? Might ABC or CBS pool resources with CNN and do the same? Perhaps the remaining network will start their own news network. Soon networks will only give us shitty sitcoms and reality programming and we’ll all be watching the Food Network and Seinfeld reruns for our nightly entertainment.

 

Good News

I received confirmation this morning that I can start classes at IUPUI this January. Now I’ve not formally been admitted to the graduate program; I’ll be taking classes under the umbrella called “Graduate Non-Degree Program” which is a way for people to test out a course of study (and for the program to evaluate prospective students) before they go through the admissions process. I got the feeling it was a no brainer to get in at this point, since there’s no risk to the university so long as I pay my tuition, but it’s still fun to know I’m going to be taking a couple classes this spring. In addition to doing well on my GRE next month, it’s imperative that I do well in these courses. I need the professors to look at my undergrad GPA and say, “I’m shocked, this guy was one of the best students in my class” to give me an added boost when I drop the real application on them next year. Four weeks of intense GRE studying to go…
We had a baby-sitting snafu today, so I doubt I’ll be able to post some of the post-weekend stuff I had today. I attended my first Pacers game Saturday, so I’ve got pics and some info about that to share. I went with the red bean chili yesterday and feel like I made up for my poor effort on the white bean chili earlier this season. There’s probably a M. story or two I need to share as well. I’ll get to all of it when I can. In the meantime, remember to pour your beer on the curb for ODB tonight.

 

Two Interesting Phone Calls

It was a dynamic morning here at the palatial, imitation estate of DDB. I had two very interesting phone calls. The second, which we’ll discuss first, came from the Apple Store here in Carmel. “The 20 GB iPod you requested arrived this morning. You can pick it up anytime today. Thank you for spending more money on Apple products.”
My shiny, sexy, little beast of a music player is sucking up music from my hard drive as I type.

The first call was far more life changing. I officially turned down the job my employer had offered me to replace the one they eliminated. In doing so, I informed them I will be leaving the company to focus on applying and hopefully being admitted to graduate school in the near future. It’s going to take some epic work on the GREs to make up for my sorry ass undergraduate efforts, meaning I’ll be hitting the books hard for the next few months. I find it highly ironic that after finally getting my act together and graduating, then having a pretty high level of success at a Fortune 500 company for almost seven years, and thinking the disaster that was my undergraduate transcript was buried in the dust bin of history, that now that I’ve decided there’s something I REALLY want to do, it could all come back to haunt me. Life is funny that way, isn’t it?
I’m optimistic that between a winning essay, good interviews, establishing a solid rapport with the administration, and as I said, acing the GREs, I’ll be a candidate for a master’s in Journalism sometime soon. My academic woes in the past will keep me from even thinking about applying to the nationally ranked program at IU-Bloomington. However, I’m hopeful I can gain entrance to their satellite program at IUPUI here in Indy. We shall see. This is either a brilliant move that will allow me to do something I was probably meant to do, or a huge disaster that will lead towards perpetual underemployment, divorce, and me living under an overpass somewhere. OK, that’s a little dramatic, I admit. I’ll keep you updated as the process unfolds. I’m certainly quite excited about the path life is leading me down.

 

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